My days are hell, my nights are grief Empty of life, without relief When you're near, my heart cries out But you are deaf to my soundless plea Broken spirit, fractured mind My love for you had made me blind So when your truth struck out at me I fell, despairing, down to darkness It was as though I had been damned For wanting you to hold my hand The dream I dreamed for far too long A poisoned mightmare had become Foolish me, to think you'd care When to my mind, you are as air Essential to life, yet out of reach You hold my heart in your thoughtless hands I am a phantom, fading fast An apparition that cannot last My heart and mind are ever yours Though you don't care and never will Whatever you do, you'll never know The hell through which you bade me go