Date: Wed, 26 Jan 2000 08:32:49 GMT Subject: The Return (Titans) Warning: Yes, after losing my first edits, I was too darn lazy to spell check and make general corrections and such. (We are some slang/odd contraction usin' folks, it would've require more patience than I had at the moment to deal with my checker and go through it all ;). But, may you still enjoy. --------------------------------------------------------------------- Zero - Monday, January 24, 2000, 10:18 PM ----------------------------------------- The Dormitory ~T~ Titans Island Wide and spacious metallic hallways divide the various levels to this housing complex, all linked with turbo platform lifts in each of the four corners. Each of the four levels are home to eight large and very comfortable apartment style individual rooms, being two per block in each 't' hallway divided levels. There is little personalize the space, as that duty rests upon those that may life here, to also customize the hallway outside their door as they please. Outside each door to each room is a comm/access panel. It seems like a pair of Titans have had better days as they come into the hallway. Donna just shakes her head a bit as she walks with Wally toward her quarters. The outting they have returned from? Dropping off her son. Why did she take Wally? After the incident when she'd picked him up a couple of days ago, she wanted and needed the company. "Thanks again for coming with me, Wally. I don't know why, I just didn't feel like dealing with Terry and his attitude again today. I wish you could have seen him in that park before...its like I didn't even know him." "Perhaps you didn't, as I mean, you never signed on for something like that, you know Donna? You can't keep beating yourself up over what he did, what he is, or has become. I mean it, Donna. You're just allowing him to hold onto you in a twisted sort of way. Him making you hurt is his way of making you hold onto him, you know?" Really, since the run-in with terry in the park, Wally's been with Donna pretty much all of the ime, not leaving her for long at all. No way in heck he's letting her be alone now. "So, now, ah... no mopping you," he says in a mock-stern-fatherly voice, to see if that helps to make Donna smirk. Light footsteps can be heard only seconds before the news worthy red head peeks in the room. He listens for a moment, then begins to make his way to his room, still treading lightly. He has on a backwards baseball cap over his red locks, and a soft brown leather jacket to keep out the elements. There are large bags under his eyes and a small one hanging under his right arm, he sees Donna and Wally out of the corner of his eyes, and he freezes... eyes going wide in panic for a moment. A troubled grins spread across his lips as he sees he isn't getting away without notice, and his right hand lifts in a bashful wave, "Uhhh... Hi Guys." Donna nods slowly to Wally's words as if considering something. "Maybe...I just don't know." Then, she does indeed smirk, her voice taking on a little kid lilt. "Gee, pop...didn't I get this lecture before?" Then she smiles as really, she's fine. She had fun with her son and that's all that matters. Her sapphire eyes turn down the hallway again as she continues walking then...she stops. She blinks a moment. Donna glances at Wally and then over to the waving figure. "Roy...?" She looks like she's seen a ghost. But then after her initial surprise, she takes in his appearance. "Great Hera...what happened to you?" Normally Wally would be there, ziipping forward suddenly, to be there before Roy and examining him in detail. But right now he just stands there, frozen, paused. He looks to the other red head and just ... looks to him. But, finally, "Roy? Roy, gawd, I looked for you *everywhere* the *instant* we heard. Do you have any idea just how much we've been looking for you?!?" Long distance to Wally West: Donna smiles as Orion tells her how helpful and friendly Wally is. >From afar, Wally West smiles and hasn't had a reason not to like the guy. Seemed inteeligent and knowledgeable to me, willing to listen to me and my bizarre suggestions. Roy Harper laughs softly, "You mean you didn't hear? I assumed that every corner of the world is familiar with the Roy Harper saga..." He trails off sadly, then turns to Wally, "I know you did... thanks for trying. Kind of glad you didn't find me, actually." Doesn't mention that he purposely avoid and hid from his friend, wouldn't want to admit that... not yet. "Listen, I just came for some clothes and stuff... so you guys don't have to worry about the news getting ahold of me being here. No one's seen me... I don't think." He tried to wait until the news had settled a bit before coming out of hiding. It takes a few moments, but Donna seems to come out of her shock as she listens to Roy talk. "We'd heard...things." But frankly, she'd hoped they'd just been some strange rumors. People with nothing better to do. Then, she can't help it, she walks over to the scarlet archer to take in his appearance at closer inspection. Her blue eyes seem to take in the circles under his eyes, and not happily. Then, she looks up, her gaze focused on him as if trying to gauge something else within the man. "What do you mean you just came for some clothes? Roy, you can't just disappear, show up again, and then disappear...what's been going on?" "Don't worry, Donna. He's not going anywhere. Look, Roy, I don't care who knows you're here. Darkseid could come and want to drag you off, and he would *not* get through me. This is your family and you're staying." That's Wally, putting his foot down, and he has a lot of practice doing that, you know. So, well then, listen to him. "Jeez, we've been through hell worrying about you, and I can't even begin to imagine what you've been through. I don't care what happened, I don't care what was. What is is that you are here, and so are we. So, here," he says, moving in himself, "Give me Lian and I'll get her to bed, and you come in as well and stay." Roy Harper flinches at the close inspection from Donna, "Listen guys... I screwed up bigtime, and I don't want the Titans to get drug..." he smirks slightly at his unconscious choice of words "...into this." His eyes shift to mee Wally's, "Whoah, look who grew a spine while I was away." He smiles nearly proudly for a moment at his friend, then the smile slips away, "Lian is with a friend, and safe from the prying media." To think, Roy was a media darling not so long ago. "Its for the best, Wally. Nothing but bad things would happen if I were to come home tot he family." His logic seems tired at best, his eyes not able to meet either of yours for long, and roaming around a bit, giving him a hunted look. Donna sighs softly, though she doesn't move from in front of Roy. She looks up at Wally then...maybe the worst was true. Though she hopes with all of her heart not. "Roy, whatever it is...we can help you. But you have to talk to us." Then, she seems to decide something. By Rhea, Roy just looks horrible.... "Come on," she steps behind Roy and starts to usher him toward the door to her 'apartment' within the complex. "You're here, and at the very least you're going to eat and sit and rest." Sure, Roy could try and argue. But he's seen this side of Donna before. Its only gotten worse since she really became a mother. A spine? Not really. Just a stern look. "Roy, when we came together to form the team, sure, we did something amazing in that and it wasn't that we had a teen superhero collective something or other. I don't know how we did it but we found something special, in each other. We had a family, I believe this, and damnit it, you're a part of that. We lost you already, Roy, and we're not about to let you go off again." He sighs and moves himself, to his friend. "Look, I'll be honest with you as you have two choices. Either you *let* us be involved or you don't and we get involved any way. 'Cause I promise you, even if you say no, we will." Roy Harper smirks at Donna, and lets her push him towards the doorway, "OK, mom." He glances at Wally as if expecting some help here, then just shakes his head, seeing that there will be no rescue. He takes in a long breath and sighs, "Of all the people to catch me here..." he trails off, shaking his head, but you both can hear a kind of relief in his voice, as if whether he will admit it or not he is happy for some help. "Alright, but you can't make me eat that chicken noodle soup." Donna smiles a little at Roy's remarks, though her head nods in time as she agrees fully with Wally. Like it or not, the Titans would get involved with or without consent. There's been some strange rumors circulating and she's not about to let one of their own breeze in and then out. "Don't worry, hon...Bobby already beat you to it." The poor little guy had a cold after all. There's not a can of chicken or tomato soup to be found in her place now. Though she gives Wally a glance behind Roy's shoulders as she ushers him inside. The look says it all...was that National Enquirer-esque news report true? Hopefully, they'll know is just a bit. Donna's Place ~T~ Titans Island(#598RCgn) The room is not so much a room as it is a small apartment really. Directly across from the door, placed against a wall, is a beige couch that is flanked by one matching coushioned chair and a matching recliner, a coffee table being the center piece of it all. A stand on one end of the couch has a small lamp and a picture held within a silver frame of a dark haired woman holding a newborn. Another picture forms an angle with it, the frame containing several symbols around it and the picture itself of the original 'Teen Titans'. Against the wall next to the door is a television with a VCR just underneath it. A full entertainment center really as it has a place for a playstation and a stereo system is also hooked up there. There is an open air kitchenette as well as two doors that lead into seperate rooms. All around the walls are various pieces of black and white photography, mostly of landscapes and a few that appear to be more candid shots as if from someone's photo album, granted, a very professional looking one. Zipping into the room, ahead of you all, Wally gets himself into the kitchen, to prepare drinks... of water or juice, and to get the requested food ready, as he calls back to you both, "So, get in here, settle in, or we'll have to tie you to something." The scarlet archer phews dramaticly, shaking his head slightly to himself at the work he has ahead. As he walk in the apartment, his eyes wander and he smiles whistfully. He wlaks over to his customary spot on the couch and smiles at the speedster's antics. He looks over at Donna, "So... how bad has it been?" He's asking about the blow back from his 'drug bust', for the Titans in general, for her, and for himself... he hasn't exactly been staying in 4star hotels... "Thanks Wally," Donna says to the speedster. She figures Cocoa or hot tea for Roy as the weather is not exactly warm outside. There's much to choose from foodwise. Leftovers even. "Well, good question...." She settles herself on the couch as well as Wally knows his way around. She reaches out in a gesture to take Roy's jacket as she speaks. "We haven't actually heard from anyone, I think mostly because we went to them first. The police. Street contacts. Your agent. When we heard, we tried looking for a way to find out what was true, what wasn't, and no one seemed to have an idea. No one had a clue where to find you." "I literally covered every square inch that I thought that I could cover, zipping to and fro on foot, checking out any place that I thought you would be, could be and might be. Turned over stones and everything. I think that you have a hidden power or something, to turn invisible." And tea it is, as Wally is there to you both offering cups of it, prepared how you like, as he remembers that much. Being able to lend speed is handy when making hot drinks fast. "So, I won't ask where you were. Honest." Roy Harper nods to Donna, as if all that was expected... he had talked his way out of police custody and dropped off the face of the planet as best he could. He shrugs out fo his jacket to reveal a noticably thinner frame, as if Roy has just gotten over a serious illness. His long sleeve shirt hangs rather loosely, as he shrugs to Wally, "I needed to get away..." He takes a long breath, and lets it out slowly, "Alright..." He takes his tea, and sips it briefly, "I don't want to know what you guys think of the whole thing, but what have you heard? About the bust? Me being... under the influence?" Donna smiles in thanks to Wally, but its only momentary as her face takes on a worried cast once more. She takes Roy's jacket and folds it over her arm a moment. She walks over to a nearby closet and hangs up in there. She is still listening completely as she walks back over, settling herself on the couch again next to Roy. Inwardly, she winces at his emaciated appearance, but doesn't say anything. Just looks to Wally again. Soup wouldn't have been on the menu even if she had it. Then, finally, she looks to Roy and asks the question that has been on her mind as it will help her answer his,"Just tell us...is it true?" She hesitates even to ask, resisting flinching at her own words as there's an anticipatory tightening in her chest. "Frankly, Roy, it doesn't matter what we've heard as that is from everyone else, from everyone but the one persont hat really knows. My thoughts on it all? Well, is anythign with you what it really appears to be?" There is a slight smile there as Wally is zipping back tot he kitchen, to fish out the ingredients for the soup, to arrange it and basically make it from scratch. Not out of a can. "I mean, ah, all of whatever has been said is just speculation." Roy Harper nods slowly at Donna, his eyes meeting hers as if trying to gauge her reaction, "Its a long story, but yes, I was 'under the influence' when the DEA busted in." He waits for this to sink in with his friends and he sets his tea down, in favor of taking off his hat and running his fingers through his hair. He waits in silence for a moment, almost as if wiating for you to pass judgement on him, before going on... Donna is quiet for several moments and it takes perhaps all her willpower not to look away from Roy...but then she loses the battle as she just looks away. But what was reflected in her eyes before she turned...disgust? Anger? Pity? No. Rather just sadness. She doesn't look at anyone or anything at the moment. Rather, she sits there and nods her head slowly. Then, she takes several deep breaths and turns to regard Roy again when she seems to trust herself to speak. "Why, Roy? What happened...I thought you were through with all of that, what could've possibly changed?" The soup's ingredients are mixed, stirred, and left for a moment as Wally zips back to look to Roy. His look? Not judgemental. Frankly, he doesn't care why, how or what happened. It did. It's in the past, over with. it's what happens now that he worries about "Where do we go next, Roy? What's the next thing ahead int he plan of action, or like, do we need to form one of those?" Roy Harper smiles bitterly at Donna, his head shaking and leaning back on the couch, "Nothing changed..." He seems mildly disturbed for a moment, then sighs and begins to explain, "I was going in to bust this Drug Cartel, but my information was grossly off... when I got there the manpower was nearly triple what I was told. nothing unusual, really..." He further explains his infultration and eventual capture, sounding very much like his informant set him up. "And then the drug boss thought it would be funny to inject me with their product... they were actually surprized at how much it took to get me off. Guess the movie gave them the idea..." He shakes his head, and looks over at Wally, "Where can I go from here... I'm totally discredited, hell, you guys didn't even think..." he stops, unable to finish. Donna listens calmly, wanting to understand what exactly is going on. But as the story unfolds...it does sound like something out of one of his movies. But like Wally said, is anything with Roy ever as it seems? Another score for the speedster. And now there is anger in her eyes, but not for Roy. "I'm surprised the news report was even that close to the mark," she says, not able to keep the anger out of her voice as it seems they got the story right, just not the details. But at Roy's words, her anger dissipates and she blinks a moment. She reaches out a hand to place on Roy's arm. A comforting gesture and shakes her head. "Roy, I'm sorry. Its not what we did or didn't think...we didn't know if you were even alive or dead. I've..." she sighs. "...we've been worried sick about you." "Of course we thought many things, Roy, but that? We *didn't know*, and forgive me if I'm a bit upset, but you did keep us inthe dark which only helped to promote that. But also? I'm mad at mysef, for not having been there for you the first time, to make you think that maybe I wouldn;t be here for you this time...." Wally sighs as he just looks to Roy, regret in his eyes as he is sorry, for himself. sorry that he didn't find you. "It';s not that we want you to be something, Roy, we just want to know how to help you. Whatever happened." Roy Harper shakes his head, "i'm sorry now that I didn't come sooner... but well, I couldn't let you guys see me when I was... in the tougher stages of recovery." Withdrawl... that's what he means. He won't tell them just how close he came to dying from being so stubborn and going through it alone. "Its like my body is betraying me... it needs something I dispise." He shakes his head again, know that neither of your guys could understand exactly. Donna just watches and listens. She keeps a hand on Roy's arm, perhaps to reassure him that she's there and is there for him. "You're here now and that's all that matters." Though really, she is much of the same mind as Wally. Maybe they did fail Roy in some way in that he didn't come to them for whatever reason. "And now that you're here, you're not getting away. We care about you and whatever you're going through, whatever is happening...we'll help you. And more than that, we'll get to the bottom of this and clear your name." "Well, I don't know if we can clean it up, or if that is what he would like, really, but we can at least polish it up and make it look real pretty." Wally winks to his friends, both of you, as he hopes that that helps some? But then he's off and into the kitchen, stirring his soup once more. It is turned off and laddeled out, and he's back offering you *both* a bowl, as gawd, with what the two of you have gone through? You need the food to help keep you going. "Look, Roy, really, I mean whatever happened for whatever reason... it's what was. What is ... well, we'll find out. So, just tell me where you need me to look first." Roy Harper smiles at Wally a moment, as he gets his soup, and nods, "You can look for a bed, twinkletoes... I need some serious sleep." He seems resigned to stay here, atleast tonite, and he makes short work of the soup. He looks at you both, and says, "Thanks for believing..." He doesn't mention that he can barely believe it himself. Donna nods her head slowly to Roy. Good thing he's decided not to argue, otherwise, knocking him senseless probably wouldn't be the best way to welcome him back. "I'm glad you've decided not to make us lock you," she smirks, surpressing a laugh at Wally's words as she wonders if Roy would ever deal well with a 'clean' image. No, clear his name, let him have his image as he wishes. She hasn't even touched her own soup, but seems pleased that at least the archer is showing he has an appetite. A good sign. "Your room is still as you left it. Its all yours...but if we let you out of our sight, don't you dare think about sneaking out." She levels a gaze at the man next to her and judging by her expression, she's not kidding. "No, no, not his own room. No you being by yourself and all of that stuff. Look, Bart isn't here and I have the spare bed in there, the whole room in there. So, I'll go make that up and get that ready as, well, that's there you're going." There ya' go, Wally settled that, making the decisions int he pan of a heartbeat because, well, he can and did. So, he just leaves you two with your soup and zips to the door, to clean up Bart's room. And when he opens the door perhaps he will be reminded that he called someone earlier, to come and do some cheering up to someone else, when he sees this someone? Roy Harper smirks slightly after Wally runs off and says, "Damn, I was hoping for your couch..." he winks and some of the old Roy can be seen shining through. He bends to pick up his tea and sip from it, then looks Donna in the eyes, "sorry if I worried you." Jack Knight is, indeed, standing at the door when Wally opens it. "Hey Wally, I came as soon as I could. Where's Don-..." A pause, as he notices the lady has company. His eyes narrow, his pulse races, and Jack's reminded immediately of the conversation he and a certain Wonder Girl had the other night. "Harper." It's said with a low adverserial tone, and immediately makes Jack's opinion of the Red Archer apparent. "What are you doing here?" He looks from the founding Titan, over to Donna, and back to Roy again. Jack doesn't look pleased. Donna laughs softly. If she wasn't just glad to see Roy in one piece after his tale, she'd probably hit him. "I think you're going to need more than a couch to get a good night's rest...." She admonishes lightly. Then, she shakes her head a bit. "I'm just sorry you didn't come to us for help, Roy. Forget the fact that -- " But her words are cut short as she hears a familiar voice at the door just as Wally opens it and she turns from her place on the couch. "Jack?" She seems surprised at the man's presence, knowing he's been in Opal recently. Yet even as she smiles through that surprise in greeting, she blinks a moment. "Jack..." She says slowly, taking in the man's tone and the cause thereof. "Roy just came back today," she says, pausing to gaze at the Starman. Standing there in the doorway, Wally knows that he is what stands between Jack and the room, a room Jack has every right on enetering. Ah, he smiles to Starman and draws back a step, to let the man pass and enter. "Forgot I called you in all the excitement," Wally says, grinning a little, "and it's nice to see you as well, Jack. Hope you had a Happy Holiday? Remember m? Wally?" He just shakes his head and looks back to Donna, before he dashes off that is, just for a moment, to be back for his next pose. She'll be alright for a moment, right? Roy Harper blinks at the Starry entrant's tone and frowns, immediately becoming defensive, "Knight." he answers coldly, wondering what Jack thinks of him after all this, and assuming the worst. He sets down the tea, and glances at Donna, then back to Jack and frowns deeper, connections being made in his head. "Wow, didn't take you long..." he trails off, his eyes fiding Donna again, looking slightly hurt. Jack Knight takes a few steps in, and puts his hands on his hips, dropping the Cosmic Rod to his side and letting it float there while he glares at the Archer. "Yeah, kinda like it didn't take you long to come crawling back after fucking up again." Donna's seen the look on his face, recently, when dealing with another of her ex's. It's not a pretty site. Somehow, the fact that it's Roy and the circumstances in which he left makes it even worse in Jack's mind, and it's evident. He doesn't even look at Donna now, he's completely focused in his anger. There's a knock on the door if it's shut, or a clearing-of-the-throat from the door if it's open. For some reason, Donna has the feeling she doesn't like where this is going...not at all. She looks between Jack who's just come into the room and Roy who's sitting next to her on the couch. But as the frown on Roy's face deepens and his words to Jack, she looks down for a moment. Especially after the look of hurt that is directed her. "Jack...Roy, this isn't the time." Indeed, she seen Jack's look and hopes he'll listen to her again just like before. Then, she looks up to Jack again. "Jack, the things that we heard happen aren't like the news made it out to be...it wasn't what it looked like." Donna looks up and toward the door as it seems someone else is here. After announcing his presence with the requisite Obvious Noise, Sandy Hawkins enters Donna's living room. "Hi Donna, Jack," he says easily, with the air of someone pretty fairly aware of the tension in the room, but paying almost no attention to it. He glances at Roy, raises his eyebrows, walks up next to Jack and stops, still facing the archer. He adds, stressing the formality of greeting, "Don't recall having met you. Harper, right? Or am I completely off my rocker?" Roy Harper stands up fast, so fast he shins bang against the coffee table, upsetting his teacup. He bends and a hand flashes out to snatch it out of the air, but not without some of the cooling liquid hitting the floor. As he straightens a cool smile stretches his lips, "Where do you get off, Firebug?!?" His hand squeezes the cup tightly, his knuckles white, and its surprizing the cup doesn't break. His eyes leap to Sandy, he nods, " That's me, but I'm not signing autographs right now, fanboy." He is all but growling at the two late arrivals, until he remembers Donna, who was just at his side only moments ago, he glances down, thinking how good it would feel to crack some skulls, but just how bad it would be for his already strained relationship with Donna. His eyes lift warily back to Jack, "You care to refraise that, Jack?" Jack all but ignores all in the room, most notably Sand and Donna. In his eyes, Mr. Roy Harper has a target painted on his face, a nearly irresistable one. "Yeah. Sure. I'll rephrase, as I'm not sure your addled brain can contemplate what I'm asking." He takes a few more steps toward Arsenal, gritting his teeth. "How many more times do you expect these people to put up with your bullshit?" The firebug comment stoked Jack a little further. Part of him is trying to regain control, but with every word he hears Roy speak, he gets a little further to feeling the need to throw a certain someone out of the room and out of his sight. "It's not fair of you to do this to her." Oh yeah...her...of course Jack isn't really making things easier on Donna either, but he's not being really reasonable now, is he? His fist clenches slightly at his side. Donna stands up in a smooth, fluid motion from the couch, stepping up between Jack and Roy even as Jack takes a few steps forward. "Stop it! Both of you." The tension is mounting and just escalating and someone has to put a stop to it before it all gets out of it. She turns to Roy, putting a restraining hand on the one holding the cup. Partly to calm him down...party because she knows Roy is deadly with any object he can hold in his hand. "You walked into this base looking like death warmed over. You need to recover. You need to rest. And right now...you need to calm down." She looks him squarely in the eye and turns to Jack. "And you, just need to calm down. Just calm down and listen." "Leave for a moment, spend an extra moment or two to make sure that the corners are neatly tucked in for that extra nice look, and this?" Wally has returned, the blur that he is in the room, also between Jack and Roy. "Well, you're right Donna, of course, and everyone should listen to you." Wally means it, seriously. Listen to what Donna has said and think about it, guys. With what Donna just went through recently with her ex-husband the *last* thing she needs is this. "Roy, Bart's bed is ready and your room awaits. Shall I? Escort you there, that is." Jack and Sandy? They're given a warning look from Wally, that such as this is not really wise to bring up now, here. "Not looking for autographs, Roy," says Sandy pleasantly, taking a hand out of his pocket and offering it to shake. "Never have. Sandy Hawkins." As he continues with the formal Art of Conversation bit, he shoots Jack a warning glance and looks around the room, as if to remind him that most fights tend to start with a 'Let's take it outside' for a reason. His gaze flickers over Wally and Donna, as if assuring them his intentions are only the best, then returns quickly to Roy Harper. "Of the All-Star Squadron." Roy Harper changes the hand that is holding the cup so that he can shake the extended hand, "nice to meet you... thought you'd be... older." he says, disractedly before turning back to the approaching Knight. "Wow, kid... You're going to make me sorry I suggested you join up real quick if you keep this up. Perhaps that was my first 'fuckup'." He watches Wally's entrance and nods slightly in response to his polite offering of an out, but doesn't move from his stance, feeling much like the old, sickly wolf, with the uprising cub nipping at him. He says softly to Donna, "I am calm... might be the other one, but..." He simply watches Jack, waiting. With Donna standing in front of him, Jack does back down. Wally and Sand are also worthy distractions from his focus, so he steps back a second, getting more of a sulky look, than an "I'm going to break some bowstrings" face. He looks apologetically at Donna, but he thinks maybe she knows where he's coming from. To be honest, he's a little disappointed in both her, and Wally, and as he looks at the two of them, it shows. Finally, he shifts his gaze to Sand, the one guy here who might know exactly what would have happened should the others not have been here. "Just fuckup once more, Roy. That's all I'm asking." Another glare toward Harper, but Jack shows he's at least a little in control by turning now, and leaving. Holding out his hand to the Rod as he steps out the door, it leaps to his hand, and flares slightly. "I'll be watching." Bold words, and a nice way to leave his words hanging in the air. He's gone. Donna looks over at Roy and gives him a chastizing look. "I said that was enough," and her voice is much more stern than before. Sure, Roy might say he's calm, but she saw his knuckles before and that's not the essence of calm. She sounds frustrated, but its hard to be angry with someone who looks like Roy does at the moment. Which is hell, as he should perhaps feel after his ordeals. "Now...sit down. Please." She adds this last as she tries to calm the situation. She turns to regard Jack, but he's a quick one as he turns to stalk out of the door. By Rhea. She exchanges glances with Wally as she wonders what in the hell just happened. "Jack...?" Great. She turns to take quick steps to the door and calls down the hallway. "Jack...wait! Where are you going?" Somehow, banging her head against a brickwall would've been a more productive evening.... "Well, that went well, I must say. I must say, we should do this sort of thing more often, as lord knows we haven't had our fill of this enough lately. I mean, really. Since the team reformed we haven't had the whole teammate pissed at another. Makes this kind of like a kickback to old times." His tone is light, but Wally is just shaking his head at the whole thing. Jack was the one that he thought would be mature? It's just all so odd and happening so fast, even for him. But Wally looks to Sandy. You or him, to go after Jack? Should be just one of them. Sandy Hawkins raises his eyebrows at Wally. Wally'd be better at keeping an eye on the situation here, failing to ignite any tempers or make things worse by either subtly or openly siding with Jack (as Sandy might be tempted to). And Sandy would probably do better at getting Jack to vent in a non-destructive manner. Platitudes are all well and good, but when a temper's that inflamed, it's better to let it burn out violently than throw a damp blanket over it. Wordlessly, he offers Wally a lopsided, halfhearted smirk and heads out the door after Jack. Quite rapidly, it might be added. Roy Harper shakes his head at the departing duo and plops back to the couch, "Well that got the arenaline flowing... didn't know your boyfriend was dropping by." The jibe has no heart to it, and he leans forward to set the cup on the table, before dropping back again and sighing loudly in relief, "What the hell got into him? Figured Jack would understand the situation he best because of what he has been through, but he wouldn't even listen." Roy wonders if this is what is in store for him all around,a nd shakes his head in frustration. It was the look he gave her before he left. Jack had looked at her similarly to Roy just before he and Jack got knee deep into it all. Only this time...it was disappointment. The exchange between Sandy and Wally goes unnoticed but as Sandy breezes past her, she just stands there a moment, her hand on the wall and her back to the room. She frowns slightly at Roy's words, but has her back to him and Wally that hides the expression. Finally, she just turns around and walks into the kitchen. No word is spoken. No look is given. But after a moment, there's running water and sounds like someone is moving a pot from the stove and putting some cups into the sink. Wally West knows what that means, he really, really does. He blurs for a moment, and then is there again, right where he was. Okay, well, that wasn't what he wanted. He had called Jack to try and cheer Roy up. "You have to be jetlagged, or something, Roy. You look like hell, so let's get you to bed. The sooner the better, as the earlier you can get upt o tell us what we need to do to help. Right? Right. Now, up, up, let's go and let Donna get some sleep. Come on." This is for the best trust him. He blurs again, but is back, to where he was, urging Roy to just come with him. Wally West pages: Both blurs ar zipping to hugh for hugs from behind. Roy Harper stands and sighs again, "I'm sorry Donna. I have no idea what that was about, but I'm sorry it happened... didn't mean to make things hard on your guys." He looks toward the kitchen thoughtfully for a moment, then looks rather helplessly at Wally, as if asking him what he can do to make things better. Donna continues to occupy herself with the dishes even with the dishwasher right there, not pausing for Wally's apparent blurs of movement and seemingly not for Roy's words either. But then, after another moment, she stops. She reaches for a hand towel and dries her hands a bit, but she doesn't turn to face the room, not quite yet. Unfortunately for her, she feels like she knows exactly what it was about. "So am I...." She says softly and then turns around at last. "I -- " She pauses. "Just another Titans reunion...." She says with no humor finally. As much as she might blame either of the two men involved in the argument, under normal circumstances....there might not have been one. "That's right. Just another night about the Tower," Wally says,with more tone to his voice than he feels himself. He looks back to Roy, his ow eyes apologetic, upset that there wasn't more he could do to make this better, for Donna. Help? really there isn't anythig that can be done, and the most helpful thing to do is to go, to give Donna some space. And Wally thinks Roy knows this. "Night, Donna. I'm off to direct Sleepy to a bed." Witht hat he is to the door, to lead Roy off, to make sure Roy gets to the assigned bed and stays there, until he will drift off to sleep, hopefully. Donna nods to the pair a moment at Wally's words. "Good night, Wally. And Roy...get some sleep." Despite the events of the evening, she does still worry either way. But as the two men take their leave of her room, she turns back to the dishes. Really, there's not that much to do. Bobby's juice cup from just before they left. A pot from the soup. A couple of other cups. Then she remembers...the tea that spilled on the floor. She reaches under the cabinet to get the spot cleaner and then walks into the living room to get at the stain before it sticks. The now eerily quiet living room and tries to not assimilate just how upsetting this evening has been. It's not quiet for long. Perhaps you wouldn't have let him in? perhaps you would have pretended to be asleep had he knocked or perhaps you would have trned him away. Whatever the case may be, Wally couldn't take that risk. Vibrating through your wall, he is in your apartment, sitting on the counter, watching you. A tune is hummed, softly, as he watches you work. "I think you need to slip into something more comfortable, you know?" In his hands is a borrowed pair of boxers and a tee, from his won wardrobe as he knows with Bobby over, you likely haven't had time to do your own laundry. He'll do that for you while you sleep. "Once you're done there there's room for two on this here counter. There may be room, but I still plan to sit close, if that's okay?" Donna is getting at the stain well enough. It was still wet thank goodness and easier to tackle even on the light colored carpet. But at the sound of the voice behind her, Donna starts and nearly jumps out of her skin. She turns, her hair whipping around her face as she does so. "Wally," she says wanely, knowing what he must've done to get in and apparently not approving. She looks up at the man and the clothes he holds. She knows what her friend is trying to do. She even appreciates it. But now.... "This entire night has been uncomfortable...why should now be any different," she half mutters and stands to walk past the counter and into the kitchen to replace the cleaning items. You may not appreciate him being here *now* but in time? Perhaps tomorrow? He hopes that you will thank him. "That's me, Wally. Your best friend, and the man that loves you dearly, that doesn't want anything else from you but to see that smile." He lays back, over your counter, tracking you with his eyes. "So, you can feel free to hate me too, as 'll take it. Just don't direct it at yourself. You know, you're right. Tonight sucked big time. But you aren't and weren't in control of that. You're in control of you, and you getting down on you is something that.... well, the boxers will help with. Honest." He holds them out to you to claim, take and perhaps change into? "Of course it was uncomfortable, because, well, use men are idiots. I have this on good authority." Donna closes the cabinet perhaps a little harder than necessary...even if they are child proofed. Though Wally's words about her hating him bring an unusual smile to her lips. Almost like she would laugh...if she wasn't afraid of crying. "Funny, shouldn't I be asking you that question? I mean, after...I'm two for two with guys tonight. Roy looked like I'd just kicked his puppy and Jack...Jack looked like I'd betrayed him to Brother Blood," she says, shaking her head again and sighs leaning back against the sink. She expells a long breath and brings her hands up to her face for a moment, then draws them through her hair. Then, after a moment. "I'm sorry. I know you mean well, Wally. Really, I do. Its just right now...right now just really isn't a good time." "And it isn't going to get any better, I assure you Donna, if you keep beating yourself up over it like I *know* that you're doing. You know what? pardon my language, as I know I don't normally say such things, but... Fuck 'em. And I mean it, at elast for tonight. Terry? he's being nothing but a self-centered, self-righteous pretentious asshole. Roy is being a needy, leechy slef-centered prick. And Jack, gawd, what the hell was with that immature, little kid act? So, fuck 'em all." He lays there, spawled still, on your counter, looking to you upside down. "You need time for you, remember? So, stop worrying about them. They're all bog boys and they can tie their own shoelaces. You have nothing to be sorry for. be, Donna." Donna shakes her head and moves from the counter and walks back toward the living room. She doesn't look over at Wally as she does so, maybe for different reasons. But then she turns, shaking her head. "That's not really fair, Wally. Especially with Roy. Everything he's been through...and no one was there to help him. I just wish -- " She shakes her head. Then, she remembers the conversation of just a few nights ago in Opal. "I had no idea Jack felt so strongly about Roy. I just wish I could've stopped all of this before it even got started." "So, you want me to go back in time and edit it all? Or say, when it screws up agin do the same thing? Donna, look, this isn't your fault. it's not your fault what happened to Roy. No one could have been there this time... I know you want to heal the world, Donna, but you can't. That's what I'm here for, to help you. But, beore you can do that stuff, geez, you have to help youself somewhat. How can you help make someone else's life stable and reasonable if your own isn't even close?" he doesn't look to you either, keeping his eyes up, on your ceiling, his hands on his chest, holding the change of clothing there. "You haven't done anything wrong. So, stop punishing yourself." "No...." She says, reaching up and idling fingering the silver necklace at her throat. She moves and falls into the coushions of her couch, reaching for one of the small pillows on it and hugging it close to her. Then, a slow smirk comes to her lips. Maybe in some twisted sense, Terry was right. "You know Wally, maybe that's just it." She turns to regard him now. "I spend all of my time trying to help the world. Everyone else. The people I don't even know. And...that's fine. Its what I do. Its what I've always wanted to do. Ever since I first saw that article with you, Dick, and Garth." But then she looks down, shaking her head. "But what good am I if I can't even help the ones I love the most. When its the ones closest to me that I can't save and always hurt." "Donna, people like us, we jump out of planes wihtout parachutes. We screw up our own lives, on purpose, because we're heroes. I mean, how many times have you lept into a burning building to save someone? How many times have I? Dick? Garth lept into a .... flooded house? But, you get my point, I hope. We lead lives that lead us to danger, naturally. What's the good thing is that we're here for each other to understand it. It's great that you're there for all of us, Donna, and you do so much for us all daily. You give and you ive and you give... to anyone, at any time. You amaze me with that. But, I don't know.... *sigh* I just know that I want for your happiness, Donna. Seems impossible, but I'm going to keep running until I find it for you." Donna smiles wanely. Maybe that's because it wasn't quite the answer she was hoping for...though strangely enough, she doesn't know what to hope for. She just knows how she feels. "Thank you, Wally. And I get what you mean, I really do. And I appreciate it more than you could know, but...." She raises those sapphire orbs to look squarely at him. "You're not responsible for my happiness. I know you mean well and I know you would do anything for your friends, but ultimately...its up to me to do something with my life. For good for bad. Mistakes and all. You can't take my personal failures and dissatisfaction to heart. You're not responsible for my personal sadness and you're not in charge of my joy." "Take what you just said, apply it to yourself in regards to Roy and Jack, and heck, even me." He shrugs, still looking up at the ceiling, lounging there on your counter. "You're right, Donna. You're absolutely right in what you just said." He sighs for a long moment, and shakes his head, even if you can't really see this, he still does it for himself. "I know that I'm not helping right now, because you're pissy. You're upset and you're tired of being beyoind emotional. You fight so hard, work and for what reward? Things only get more messed up and not more clear. So, you're angry and rightly so. Lost, confused.... am I getting any of this right?" Donna looks up and over at Wally. She is smirking. Using her words against her? Very smooth, Flash. A worthy opponent. Still, she's a stubborn lass. She takes the pillow she's been holding against herself and throws it at Wally...not hard. But perhaps its a sign that she's not quite so upset as just a few moments before. Then she sighs, settling back into a corner of a couch, her gaze now fixated on her friend. "Maybe...." But her tone of voice says he's closer to the truth than she'd like. The pillow hits bare counter as Wally is no longer there. He's there ont he sofa beside you. "I'm dead on. I'm perfectly right. You don't have to say it. I'm just that amazing." He finally turns to look to you, sidelong as... he offers the change of clothes again. "So, how about going and getting comfortable, washing up, getting some water on your face, teeth brushed, come back witha comb for me, and you can just lay down here and I'll stay with you. Hmmm?" He knows you want it, don't you? Why not? "I don't I'm addictive, but indulge." Donna blinks and Wally's right there beside her. She just shakes her head. "Riiiight," she says to his words. Doesn't help that everything he says is true. Even the amazing part. She looks at the clohtes, back to Wally, and then the clothes again. Finally, she smiles and shakes her head a little. "I'm not getting rid of you am I?" Its more a rhetorical question as she knows the answer already. She takes the offered shirt and boxers. "You know, at this rate, I'm going to own half your wardrobe." Oh, Wally didn't expect these back did he? She takes the clothes and disappears into her room to change and freshen up. "It's a way for me to keep my closet updated," he calls after you as you actually do as he had hoped! Wow. A hard fought battle, but hopefully one that will be worth it. No, you own't be rid of him. Now or any time soon, as he's not going to go anywhere too far from you, at least not for long. And right now he is here. While you are off, freshening up and such, Wally finds the remote to turn ont he tv, to some old movie, tunring the sound off and the lights as well. There, perhaps that will help you to relax more. And the comb too if you bring it. Its not too long before Donna returns. She dressed in the boxers and T-shirt that's nearly long enough to entirely cover the boxers. But, she is a bit refreshed upon her return. At least, she looks better than before. Her teeth are brushed, her hair combed back, and she is partially wrapped in a blanket. "Just remember, you're not my babysitter. And don't go doing anything silly." She says softly after laying down the law. Then, settles onto the couch in the near darkness, noting the movie on television and suddenly feeling exhausted as if the night took more energy than it should have. Then,"Oh, I almost forgot...." She hands Wally his requested comb and settles back comfortably. Taking the comb, Wally moves to get in behind you and that blanket. "Hey, if I was your babysitter I'd be charging you two dollars an hour and begging for a tip, and a rather hefty one as well." He winks to you and knows while your tone may be frumpy and upset, he has to try and appear to be all happy, in tone, just to counter you. But, once settled he moves the comb into place and asks, "Me? Funny stuff Not possible, Donna, not considering how serious I am, about everything." He moves the comb slowly, carefully, not meaning to work out any tangles (though he will if he finds any), but to try and soothe you. "You know what, though? I have a brilliant idea. You should sleep." Donna smiles at that and barely keeps from laughing. "And yet you babysit my son for free? Nice to feel wanted," she quips lightly. Now she's joking. Perhaps the speedster is having a good effect. At least right now, she be assured Roy's resting well in Wally's quarters, which he's bound to go back too once she's either asleep or sufficently lulled he knows his work is done. There's another who needs them to watch out for him more right now. And Jack? Well, he seemed to ignore when she called to him. Not unexpected. Hopefully Sandy is able to cheer him up. Calm him down. Whatever it takes to make him feel better. Donna tilts her head a bit as the comb makes its way through her ebony hair. "Wally...I think that's the best idea I've heard in a long time." At least asleep, she won't have to think about what a mess the evening was. And why. And you can perhaps relax. Just not in body but in mind. He'll stay with you, of course, until you have been lulled to sleep, the general teasing chatter or the soothing touch of the brush. "You are wanted," are words he is sure to get out, after your first tease, at wish he will give you a soft squeeze of a hug, to help affirm the fact with you, as much as he may. And once you are settled and sleeping, he will indeed make sure you are comfortable, laying down and covered in and with your blanket. Brushing the hair that may have falled out of place over your face, Wally's finger s make sure of this work, to view you as you sleep for a moment, to make sure that you are doing so that he can leave you for the night... ... and expect him back in the morning, to make you breakfast. ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com